悔恨

　　Many times I think about the things that I regretted in the past.

　　If I hadn't taken the bus with my classmates that afternoon, but stayed at the gate of the campus and waited for my father to pick me up, would the result be different?

　　Maybe that time we went home with joy instead of one crying and one feeling of sadness.

　　I think I've done a lot of foolish things before, including this, obviously called Dad to pick me up, but after the bus came, I got on the bus, and then called Dad to say that I've got on the bus, you don't have to pick me up.

　　Sometimes I want to kill myself with regret.

　　But there's nothing I can do about it.

　　Maybe there will always be many such things around us, but we are at a loss. We don't even know what measures we should take in our panic, so we should be framed and calculated in the end.

　　I think if we can't take the initiative to grow up, maybe there are many things like this in the future, even more miserable.

　　So from now on we should take precautions.

　　Those foolish things that happened in those days, even if they were forgotten, should not be mentioned by anyone anymore. They should only be a lesson.